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October 15 I very love mumShe in heaven ,She leaves my nine years ,me and sister very missed her everyday ,her know ?? She is a great mother ,She is in the world the best mother we are love mum !!!!! happy mum's day !!!!!   January 20 why don't know ??my the mood very unhappywhy don't know ??my the mood very unhappy everyday ,now i m don't have work ,i will have long holiday at home ,everyday and i don't want to get out ,i so at home.When could my long vacation end?? When can get work?? my god !!!!my died ,every time and everyday ,Surfing,on line ,sleep ,i really Loathing so much !!i hate myself   everday ,get up ,第一件事就是打开自己的电脑，然后开起工具，看看朋友，更习惯的就是帮他挂Ｑ，不知道为什么？？他总对我说隐生上线，可是我就不，我就要上线，我就要跟他做对，我也不知道为什么要这样做，而且我总想天天给他打电话，everyday i will give him to tel ，everytime我们在电话接时，第一句话就是＂你怎么还没有死啊！＂猪＂这就是我们经常说的，why don't know ?我认识他竟然有三，四年了，but ,我们从未见过面，有时我也想能与他见面，并且想去他那里玩，可是……他又不来看我，总是说忙，“他怎么不去死啊！！”有时他问我“你都这么大了怎么还不结婚了”我会对他说“要你管”其实我内心是痛苦的，也许他并不是很了解我，我为什么不结婚？不是我不想，而是原因有许多，也许这辈子我并没有打算结婚，他又知道吗？某一天我的父亲说给我介绍对象，可是一可回绝了，因为我考虑的原因有许多，所以我相信我的父亲以后都不会在T了，因为我们家对婚姻是自由，自由是自由，而对我来说很难，now ,my ,don't want ,really i don't want to married ,if I wish I could live in another planet although there is only one earth...,i really do it ,now i want have many Knowledge Knowledge!!! January 17 moodtoday ,just i get up ,why don't know my the mood very unhappy??is work and new year ?why my really don't know ??These days, in the family is snowing ,i very like snow ,it is mean very Chaste and very White like girl !!!! Why can't I look like the overseas person?? lives independently!! i can't ,i really can't ……no ,not yet ,i can ,i can lives independently!!!Perhaps this is of China's custom ,but my sister can lives independently ,She is a strong girl really.she is very strong. Although, we are quarrel ,but She also cares for me ,Because of mother not in this world , only in this world, my have is only a younger sister, I, dad, i want siad with them ,i very love them !!!! January 13 snowWhen I just woke,get up bed , turns on the window, outside has snowed unexpectedly!! outside is the white ,but i don't feel cold ,Because i like snow so much ,i think ,snow have many mean !!! today ,i tell my friend ,my city snow ,him said with me You must do large snowman i also want to do it !!!! September 16 shit!!i hate them I in the new company, and finally the end of a week, tomorrow will be closed, how much I want to sleep, tomorrow can be a good sleep! ! In this one week, I felt very tough time, there is not happy, the new company is a new awareness of new friends, but I feel, and very difficult to contact them, I did not imagine in the so good, and where people have told me not to play, because there are men all, I am a girl, and they ignore me, today I went to net bar, see them, and they go on and they have ignored me, and increase their QQ, and I do not, what does this mean? ? Friends and I do not want to tell me why I should be so treated? ? I sincerely the by, nothing, how they treat me? ? I really can not stand! Where I have a friend, I want my former friends, to my previous company, I think in the past the company friends, they told me like my brother! ! But now, why should this be? ? Noon particularly saddened because there are two hours of rest time, I have no place to eleven, the only male quarters, no woman quarters, I really feel doctor where the conditions are not good before! ! Where the poor conditions are good, good bad, very bad, I hate there, in a week where I work has hurt the hands a week, the blade cut! I really can not stand! ! ! Why do I have to adhere to? ? Why my father told me to be there? ? I do not know whether Based occupied, I told my friends about my new company at all, they let me insist, persist in the path, good work, but I really can not stand, I only go home from work every day, venting their online! What I can belong there? ? September 10 Monday mood very bad !!my god !!! Today is I goes to work first day in fledgling firm，And I felt in there work，very is not really happy, lonely, bored,shit,where I really become a fool, why my father to treat me? ? I really want to have of temper,early morning has cried in there me, I am have not been very not useful, when the noon, eats the lunch I goes to on line ， I do not want to eat, I really feel very tired, very tired, I have soon died, afternoon I ask for leave，,went to before the company, had a look me the colleague，Sees in their heart, that kind of feeling ，Really,good excited,very miss them,miss working there, miss my colleagues there,They told me very well,but in the new company,I don't have a friend in fledgling firm,And I do not want to contact them, I dislike them! ! ! ! When my mood can be good?? September 09 The mood is very bad I was scared awake nightmare,my father and the uncle helped me to look for a new work today,but in there,I felt not well,and I did not want to go to there, did not have before company good,and the person also did not have before the company was good,I really very much disliked own new work,i very much wanted to return to before company,but,they were don't let me go ,and my all arrangements all were they help me to arrange,the study, the work all was this,From infancy to maturity also like this ,With this didn'tAll and protects in them grows, have the independence ,I could not bear all this,I Monday had to go to fledgling firm, I really didn't want to go   |
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